I wan't a happily ever after

Every one of you knows I love movies, tv series, songs; well, Yeah ! Everything which is famous for waste of time.

I like the music, the rhythm and a joyful crowd dancing to its beats. I enjoy the colorful portrayal of life. I find the love of people most satisfying; be it for girlfriends, spouses, kids, parents or for the nation. And I cry at even the slightest hint of broken dreams. It does not take great actors to move me to tears; just a slight twist in the story is enough.

But even while I’m shedding a hundred real tears for every fake tear on the screen (and miserably trying to hide them from my others), I’m continuously reminding myself that the end will inevitably be good. Things will suddenly, magically fall into place and there will be a guaranteed ‘happily ever after. That’s absolutely the part I find the most worthy of praise.

Because in the end, aren’t we all trying to find our own ‘happily ever after’? And even if we spend all our lives trying to find it without ever succeeding; do we want to be told upfront that it does not exist?

Well, I don’t! Actually I don’t want to.

I want to keep believing in the inevitable happy end. When the world around me goes upside down, I still want to be hopeful about future. Even if I make a hundred wrong decisions and a thousand mistakes (Dude, I’m just a kid. I’m allowed to!), I want to have faith that things will fall into place with just one swift, magical movement of the wand of fate. I want to keep believing in an inevitable ‘happily ever after’…

Because I need to. And also because everyone deserves a happy end.

But, how much a person can try?  How much others can ignore? Because I am tired……but still want a “happily ever after”…

Sometimes when we don't care

i didn't care to write :D :D :D :'D

I DON’T UNDERSTAND…WHY?

In our life there are so many moments when we find ourselves doing nothing but this mind…..this mind never stops thinking. We see things around us and what this mind does? it just starts doing it's job.  “Why is this happening?” “What if it had happened that way?” “Why only they get this?” yeah, most of the questions start with “why” and really in my life I ask this question to myself thousand times a day…” I don’t understand why is this happening? No one wished for it.” It’s not about my life only. It’s about everyone who is there around me- my friends, relatives, acquaintances. Acquaintances- everywhere and every time we are surrounded by them. Sometimes we just start giving importance to some of them, make them friends, but this doesn't stop here. Then after sometime some of those friends become important for us. So important that we don’t even need a reason. Those persons or better I would say that one person just becomes so valuable or compulsory in our life that we forget that we are also valuable for others. Actually we are also having our identities but sometimes we just forget this and never show that to that particular person.  And what about the time we realize that the person was everything for us and we were nothing to that special one. I don’t understand why in this world we give that place to anyone except our parents. I really don’t…. Okay I know what you are thinking now that i will be telling you my love story here or more specifically a sad love story. Well it's not a love story at all. I will just share what I see around…feel around…the truth what.....I don’t understand..... and when ask myself a question…why??

an effort to write what everyone feels but never express..

hello friends, i am Aakanksha Uday. i am starting my career today, here at blogger.com. i would try to share my feelings. what i see and what i understand? what i feel and how i react? My life is not adventurous or famous like many others. I am a simple girl with simple thoughts, simple feelings, simple ideas. Extraordinary! Not at all. I may not matter to others but my existence, that matters to me at least. i love my parents the most in this world. They are my world. I see my future with them only. i want to get everything in my life just to give that to my parents. i have one elder brother cum best buddy.

that's it! this my life...sweet, little and "simple". But is it boring then? Not at all. i don't let it be like this. But how? i ll discuss about it but not today.