I DON’T UNDERSTAND…WHY?

In our life there are so many moments when we find ourselves doing nothing but this mind…..this mind never stops thinking. We see things around us and what this mind does? it just starts doing it's job.  “Why is this happening?” “What if it had happened that way?” “Why only they get this?” yeah, most of the questions start with “why” and really in my life I ask this question to myself thousand times a day…” I don’t understand why is this happening? No one wished for it.” It’s not about my life only. It’s about everyone who is there around me- my friends, relatives, acquaintances. Acquaintances- everywhere and every time we are surrounded by them. Sometimes we just start giving importance to some of them, make them friends, but this doesn't stop here. Then after sometime some of those friends become important for us. So important that we don’t even need a reason. Those persons or better I would say that one person just becomes so valuable or compulsory in our life that we forget that we are also valuable for others. Actually we are also having our identities but sometimes we just forget this and never show that to that particular person.  And what about the time we realize that the person was everything for us and we were nothing to that special one. I don’t understand why in this world we give that place to anyone except our parents. I really don’t…. Okay I know what you are thinking now that i will be telling you my love story here or more specifically a sad love story. Well it's not a love story at all. I will just share what I see around…feel around…the truth what.....I don’t understand..... and when ask myself a question…why??

an effort to write what everyone feels but never express..

hello friends, i am Aakanksha Uday. i am starting my career today, here at blogger.com. i would try to share my feelings. what i see and what i understand? what i feel and how i react? My life is not adventurous or famous like many others. I am a simple girl with simple thoughts, simple feelings, simple ideas. Extraordinary! Not at all. I may not matter to others but my existence, that matters to me at least. i love my parents the most in this world. They are my world. I see my future with them only. i want to get everything in my life just to give that to my parents. i have one elder brother cum best buddy.

that's it! this my life...sweet, little and "simple". But is it boring then? Not at all. i don't let it be like this. But how? i ll discuss about it but not today.